So glad i decided to go to my mum’s this weekend. With everyone away until Monday I’m home alone and last night i was literally too scared to get up and go pee. I just really hate being home alone. My stupid imagination just runs absolutely wild and I can’t stop thinking about how easily someone/thing could get in and get me. I had to shower and thank god the bathroom door locks, but that didn’t stop me from almost having a panic attack while my eyes were closed, imagining someone standing right outside the shower door, ready to get me.
I could never ever live alone, basically.